Tag Archives: missed miscarriage

The Detour

3 years ago tomorrow,  I suddenly stopped being 17 weeks pregnant  with my first baby.  It altered my entire life and changed my outlooks on nearly everything. Yes, there was pain, and there were tears, and complete abd utter anguish … Continue reading

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A Remembered Day

My morning started, early,  with sleepy cuddles in bed, my sweet Pepper curled below my chin as I grasped for just a few more minutes of sleep. Her deep breaths synced with mine, and, gently, she curled her fingers around … Continue reading

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Beat by Beat

I. Love. Halloween. Always have. I love horror movies (yeah,  I’ve got a blog for that, too). I love dressing up. As a kid, I was drawn to Goosebumps and Fear Street novels, thriving on the gloom and doom, savoring … Continue reading

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Two Years

A Summer, Gone A summer, gone, with stormy skies weighed on my shoulders, weighs on my mind two years passed since I felt a heart beat below mine, a running start a tiny life that ceased to grow, that stopped, … Continue reading

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The Strongest Tether

Lately, I’ve been in a conversation with a friend who lost a baby a few years ago, mid pregnancy, due to unforeseen complications. I offered my condolences and my own story of losing a baby due to a missed miscarriage … Continue reading

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Sometimes There’s Cake

Sometimes,  lunch breaks are better than others. Let’s face it, sometimes there’s cake in the staffroom. Who doesn’t need a sliver of cake with a slab of sugary icing to get them back in the game for three more hours … Continue reading

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Lost and Found

What’s to be gained from this? Closing in on three months after my miscarriage, my mind wanders from time to time, back to the days of pain. I see myself, almost as though from outside the scene. I see a … Continue reading

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