Monthly Archives: July 2013

Normal

It’s been over a month since I lost my baby at 17 weeks. I have felt a lot of things in that time; crushed, shattered, hopeless, confused, desperate, lonely, occasionally hopeful and peaceful, a forced sense of happiness. I have … Continue reading

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Seeking a Connection

The night I lost my baby, I fell into a fitful sleep, soaked in tears and confusion. I dreamed briefly that we had a baby girl, and that her name was Lily. I woke to my husband staring out the … Continue reading

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Tear out my Heart

I’ve spent hours inside my sketchbooks, searching for relief.

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Raw

This is the raw truth, to set the stage. This story is why I am here, writing. This loss I’ve suffered has impacted me in ways I cannot even comprehend yet, it has changed who I am, but it is … Continue reading

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Hopes

Today I hung my hopes from trees and fate brought in a stirring breeze and plucked off and scattered piles of leaves and threw them to the ground Today I stared into the sky I wondered aloud and upwards, Why? … Continue reading

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